My emotions are always on a roller coaster. I feel so sick to my stomach right now, shaking on the verge of tears. Why am I so fucking literal and why can’t i ever take a joke…i feel like it’s pushing him away. Like he doesn’t like or want me at all…why am I such a shitty fucking person, I truly can’t stand myself. Even being in an orchestra room filled with over 100 kids won’t make me hold back my tears. I need to cry, punch a wall, hurt or something that inflicts pain toward myself. All I want to know is the truth…is there something that I don’t know about?
Is beyond wonderful, I have the only two most amazing people in the world as best friend’s and more. Cwissy and Timio, you guys are seriously the best. I don’t need anyone else in my life but you two. You guys honestly make my crazy life go around and come along for the ride too. Blunts and good times, shuffling and chillen with our good friend Molly. Just wow, talk about reality check? I feel like I’m getting happier and life’s finally falling into place, I feel more at peace with myself, I feel fine actually. I’m excited for what journeys the future may bring and I know they’ll be right next to me strapped with the their seatbelts, on the road to the pursuit of happiness.
Smoke your brains out everyone :) enjoy :)
Anonymous asked: Don't worry, things will get better
Aw, thanks for your kind worda of wisdom! It’s true, things will get better and have been
But it can only get better from here! Right?
